so i was saying, usually i love first days back at school. but i wasn't feelin this semester. but once i arrived, i was in YO! HOW YOU DOIN!? mode. it was nice seeing some old faces, swear i felt like fall 08 all over again. then meetin some new faces is always fun.

feels like fall 08 cause i see the same faces, but i'm not going outta my way to meet people; the homies... are already homies!

econ 120 w/ tim
class seems dope, definitely some chill people in there. no eye candy, but looks like theres some suckers that'll support steezbot!! haha jk, for real though. good vibes in the room. homie status.

history 101 w/ alfred and adda
see some familiar faces in there too. i like the teacher, seems like a good one. class seems a little tough though. we did an intro of ourseleves in class, and somehow i ended up saying something about steezbot. it was kind of funny. seems like a lot of work ahead, but i see me having fun in there at the same time.

humanities 101 w/ adda
dropped my og class, and crashed a better one. i want to make a new friend in there ;) haha jk not really. then not really seein any homies in the class. but teacher seems alright, kind of a spaz but i think the class will run smoothly.

i don't think i'm going to take the 8 week night class MW. i might stick with 9 units this semester?

so seeing a lot of the same faces, probably kick it with rob somedays. nicole somedays. health class homies! tim and alfred on the daily. adda daily. i see a fun, educational, and hopefully drama free semester ahead. you at mesa T TH?? let's grab lunch!!

i need a new job

i'm sick of my job, no money and doing this bullshit... stacking fruits and vegetables all day can make your crazy.


back to school spring 2009

usually i look forward to first days back. got the back to school clothes on, new kicks, meeting new people. blah blah blah.

but i'm looking forward to ABSOLUTELY NOTHING tomorrow. no new clothes, no new kicks... not that that's a big deal. but no school supplies, shity schedule, crashing classes, fucked up parking. then i still hate my job, i want a new one. hook it up? and my car is dirty as fuck. that usually bugs me but i feel so lazy, dull, whatever...

lackluster.

my life tomorrow. sucks.

people think i'm a baller, i'm not, nor a shot caller. all i wanna do is holler! but i hold back... cause i can't. almost like you're off limits but i swear my heart can't withstand... all these feelings gettin built up. like a puzzle after gettin ripped up. how do we know me and you aren't puzzle pieces? we might fit together maybe not let's go talk about it and help me prove my thesis. my thesis intends to prove that we could be together, no matter what happens, in good and bad weather. let me be a rat, and you can be my cheddar. i would just love to write you super sweet love letters. i'm scared that you'll never get to hear my real feelings, but read this flow and maybe you'll get a taste of what i'm dealin. over time i could get over you, but the fact i never tried would eat at me, all i wanna do is holler at you.

mountain biking is definitely in the future. some co workers are hardcore, i'm looking forward to it.

anyways, i went to this vietnamese festival today. to kickit, grub, and support og jeannie. it was like a carnival thing, with games and stuff. of course i wasted a lot of money, i like winning games and getting prizes though. before the fashion show, was some whack viet american idol. i was going nuts! then some deep talks with adda about macking on girls, pretty dope. JK i don't mack. i wish though right?

anyways, life has been GOOD lately. busy but not swampped. school starts tuesday, i'm sure that'll throw a curveball into my dailys.

tomorrow will be non stop, i'm super tired. then work 7 - 4. straight to balboa for OG's beauty pageant, then whatever else the night has in store for me. i wanna make it up to costa mesa for a friends kickback, and whatever else functions. i think i just might be pooped out.

OH, and i had some vietnamese treat. i guess its pineapple, and they put that mexican lucas sugar salt shit on it. it was naaaaaasty. like putting shit on your lips and it gets stuck there.

my body is like jello right now, first time working out since last year!! i only can work out once a week, cause i go for free at my friend tiffany's work. i need to re-new my gym membership...


and this dumb girl in my life is lookin like shit..

its been a while! you've gained weight! messin with my feelings just cause of time constraints. you were never all that great. nothin but a fake!

like the rest of you haters, all on my jock til you get somethin else see you later. all this is happenin so frequently, you messed wit my feelings consistently. you actin all delinquently. you get what im saaayin? SEE! i know eventually you'll be missin me. i missed you, not missin you.. see you around have a good life b.

real quick, let me tell you about my indian food story. i read up about this 2012 end of the world ish right... and obama has some part in this stuff in some stories. it's late night, eating indian food. RANDOM. get on the computer, RANDOMLY google does obama like indian food. seriously, what would urge me to do that. BAM! a whole article about obama and him liking indian food. CRAZY right? this all happening on his first day in office. i'm thinking weird... is this some crazy connection? yes i'm probably trippin.

You Miss Me?
the end of 2008 was a big change for me, cut off a lot of close friends. why were we close friends? if i asked any of these people this question, they wouldn't know what to say. i'm so happy with my life right now, i wonder if i'd be any happier if i were still on good terms with some of these close people. if you really get to know me, you'd know i'm a good friend. and nothing gets in the way of that. so of course if were not friends right now, obviously it's cause of you. i can ask all of you guys this question, and you'd say it's your fault. it's not even like i'm mad about the outcome, more like disappointed you can't be real, be open, put shit on the table. i hate answers that are like, "just because.." because WHY stupid? then what's even worse than that is a speechless answer. theres one person in mind i want to put on blast in front of people. dude would be speechless, enough said. cause you can only front when you're not around me lol. grow up everyone, i'm down to talk things out. i'm just not down to put effort into friends that don't do the same in return.

on a good note, my random wednesday night was pretty fun.

after a long day at work, i usually sleep most of the day away. cause im TIRED haha. but i was supposed to go to mesa to talk to my counselor. but i just ended up meeting with adda. kicked it at target, i love that target by mesa. i love just to pass time in there. then i met up with kris gat in mira mesa. chilled in barnes and noble haha with him and adda. i'm down for chill stuff like this, then with them no fronts, nothing to hide. real shit. so afterwards, kris went home. i had to hurry home and pay for my classes haha i forgot. did that real quick, then i went bowling for the second time this month with cherie and adda. these last minute bowling plans always end up being fun. bowled on base in national city. i haven't been there since i was a little kid and my grandparents would take me to the exchange. we did teams against one of cheries friends. ABC KREW IN THIS BITCH. HAHA. god, adda bowls so weird, its funny. then cherie ends up being all pro! then i bowled whatever. haha you have to see this video of adda bowl, its nuts. then our action bowling shots are pretty dope. i think bowling is always a fun activity, and before this month, i haven't bowled since back in 07! i know we had fun haha. shout out to james chinn, vanessa van, and kim whatever the hell your last name is. haha jk, they witnessed my 202. whaaaaats up. my score today was 130! weeaaaak. cherie was beating me til the last frame.

harry, paaida, and landon.

i forgot i'm off tomorrow. i'm supposed to go on a bike ride with some of my co-workers. i love it, cause they are REAL, and don't bullshit like some other people i used to know. they mountain bike on trails and stuff... not really my thing but i'm dying for some exercise in my life. i hope i wake up early enough to go.

so i haven't blogged in a while. let's catch up?

big plans were to club in anaheim sunday night. but i had work =( at 7 o clock the next morning. i have a bad track record with late night drives home to sd, then getting to work by 7 am. but yeah so this weekend, i was going to go to oxnard? not really though, but it was on my away msg, that i was in oxnard. nobody on aim ever replies to my away msgs... it was weird cause i get back. at least 10 IMs going. oxnard? you in oxnard? what are you doin in oxnard? HAHA. so i really wasn't in oxnard this weekend. but i got a last minute invite to party in oc. i cruised up with adda and cherie. we dropped off one of their homies in riverside... and we were supposed to kickback there. parents there chillin, dudes playin halo, no drinks, and we played wii. now thats what i call a down ass kickback. siiike. we dipped out quick, and headed to diamond bar. party was chillin, but not poppin. so just crashed in fullerton. i wish people in oc would txt me back when i txt them... =( so early morning drive back to sd. those girls drive pretty fast or something, cause the drive was short. early morning hunger kicked in, they wanted vietnamese lol. it actually hit the spot, and we all smelled like asian food. staaaaank.

oh and back to today, i must have been having the worst day of my life almost. or i had some really bad luck. i have a bad right knee from soccer injuries and snowboarding. it hasn't bothered me for like 3 years. i get up funny, BOOM, my knee was fucked up. i couldn't move outta bed, i was stuck there. yelling for my mommy. she couldn't do anything to help though. i had to suck it up, and like pop my knee back in place. it hurt really bad. then, accidently do something to my profile. it erased my whole myspace layout. that was weird. so i had to re-do my whole myspace. not like thats a big deal but like i've never erased it before. then i was updating my ipod, it said ok to disconnect. so i do, and it froze up. it erased all my songs! i've had memories with this ipod! and i lost 2000 + songs. i was really mad about that, and it's so much work getting all the music back on there. i'm actaully to lazy to do it.

and happy birthday nicole! school starts next week..... oh and whats up president obama.

YO! so as of right now, i'm blogging on here instead of tumblr. check out www.bsteezy.tumblr.com for post before this one.