Feb 16 unnecessarily

i do things so unnecessarily. why do i care so much, would you do the same for me? NAW, rarely. goes to show how much effort i'm putting in, lack of anything there, waiting for you to jump in. i jumped off, fell down. waiting for you to meet me there, i dont see you and i just frown. look at me, layin on the ground. with a frown, drinkin crown. siiike, but really lookin like a clown. you can only do so much, with out taking chances of gettin rejected. why is rejection such a big thing, its better than havin your heart neglected. keepin feelings inside, when they're meant to tell the world. keep your bullshit inside, theres no room for it in this world. you, her, and her: i'm you guys plan B. i bring my A game, but sit on bench constantly. don't get me wrong, sure i can get play. but no play i want, they're just fun and games. so i don't take advantage, cuz i want you. so for right now my hearts got a bandage, from lack of you too. i guess i'm waiting for you to holler at me boo. im sittin here with my un-laced shoes. trying to run shit, i need you to tie them, so we can shit.